There are times where I'm just in the worst mood ever. Where I feel like the bottom of the food chain, or like I'm being squished like a bug. And sometimes, people just don't make it any better. I'll be in the greatest mood ever...and because someone is not having a good day, they take it out on you. And that causes you to be in a bad mood because someone ruined your positivity and happiness..all because of
ONE rude statement. It gets me soo mad. There will be times where I just wished that something bad would happen to me. Like getting hit by a car, falling into a coma, or even like being kidnapped. Something where that fear of losing me comes into place. People just don't appreciate the things that I do. They don't see that I try my hardest to cheer them up, and they are just crushing it. I know it's bad to think that...but I do sometimes. I guess I just want to feel appreciated, like I'm doing something
right for once in my life. Even a simple, "Thanks Sam. That made me feel better." would be ok with me. But, sometimes, I don't hear it at all.
But you know what cheers me up though...the thought of Ramon's smile. Remembering the small things that he does. All the things that I can only see, the really small details that only a girlfriend would see. I don't think that he knows it either. A couple of many things that always make me smile, is his smile, his laugh, and when he eats. I don't know why...but when I'm in a depressing mood, all I do is think of that....and I feel way better. And the thing that really makes me smile...is when
I'm the one the causes his smile. I feel so much better knowing that I'm the one that is making him smile or laugh. It's a great feeling that I get inside my tummy. I really feel like I am doing a good job at being a girlfriend. I try my hardest to make him smile. Some work...others don't. But I never give up on it. I know I can make him smile in one way or another. Just to make him smile
once a day would make me feel good about myself. I really just hope he sees that I really try to make him smile. Even when I get turned down...i still try to say something to make him smile. :] I really hope he sees that. Because..to tell you the truth...I'm
in love with him.Why am I posting this stupid journal? Because I needed to get this off of my chest. It's been bottled up inside me for a while...and I thought me typing it down will help me. And I think it has. I just want to say to everyone...just think of the small things that make you happy...and they will most likely cheer up right up. The small good things will cover up the bad thoughts or things happening. I know.
Well, talk to you all later...
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I'm 13 years old, and I wished
That my dad would come home from
The army, because he'd been having
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Having trouble in my job and on the
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A FedEx delivery man came into my
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Could not stop smiling at me. He
Started coming back almost everyday(even without packages) and asked me
Out a week later . We married 6
Months later and now have been
Happily married for 2 years.
What a great email it was!!
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To come true).
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Right After You Do This.
Just read the little stories and
Think of a wish as you scroll all
The way to the bottom. There is
A message there - then make your
Wish.
No attachment on this one.
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Stories
I'm 13 years old, and I wished
That my dad would come home from
The army, because he'd been having
Problems with his heart and right
Leg It was 2:53 p .m.. When I made
My wish. At 3: 07 PM . (14 minutes
Later), the doorbell rang, and
There my Dad was, luggage and all!!
I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been
Having trouble in my job and on the
Verge of quitting. I made a simple
Wish that my boss would get a new
Job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55
There was an announcement that he
Was promoted and was leaving for
Another city. Believe me...this
Really works!!!
My name is Ann and I am 45 years
Of age. I had always been single
And had been hoping to get into a
Nice, loving relationship for many
Years. While kind of daydreaming(and right after receiving this email)
I wished that a quality person would
Finally come into my life. That was at
9:10 AM on a Tuesday. At 9:55 AM
A FedEx delivery man came into my
Office.He was cute, polite and
Could not stop smiling at me. He
Started coming back almost everyday(even without packages) and asked me
Out a week later . We married 6
Months later and now have been
Happily married for 2 years.
What a great email it was!!
Just scroll down to the end, but
While you do, think of a wish.
Make your wish when you have completed
Scrolling. Whatever age you are, is the
Number of minutes it will take for your
Wish to come true. Ex.you are 25 years
Old, it will take 25 minutes for your wish
To come true).
However, if you don't send this to
People in 5 minutes, you will have bad
Luck for years!!
Go for it!!!
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SCROLL DOWN!!!!
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All the best. Please continue sending you're own love to those you care for.
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COME ON PEOPLE KEEP SAYING IT!!!!!!!
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COME ON PEOPLE KEEP SAYING IT!!!!!!!
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